Mopping the grim away

I'm finally getting rid of the grim don't want to be negative this year, but fuck it. Here is the story: I started seeing this guy at the beginning of November and we talked all the time. He was the first person I opened up to since Daniel. Everything was great until about two weeks ago. That's when everything started falling apart. I literally don't know what happened. He started being a real big ass hole and didn't ever understand why I was upset. Usually when a boy is rude to me, I say fuck it and move on, but this one was different. He told me he wanted to marry me and that he loved me. I had strong feelings for him. Everyone thought I was crazy and moving too fast; which I was. So in the last couple weeks we have drifted apart, but I figured it would get better, kept hoping and hoping. On New years eve was the last day I spoke to him. I've tried calling, texting, facebook chat; nothing. He is totally ignoring me and for what reason. I have no idea; I didn't do anything wrong. This is what makes me so damn sad. The last couple days I have cried way too much. Finally today I gave up; deleted from my phone and finally just now had Jenny delete him from my facebook. I felt like I could breath again. It was weird. I still want to cry, but I'll get over it. I'm sad, miss him, but it is what it is. Mopping my house and mopping the shit out of my life. This is going to be a good year. Save more money and have better sex. Those are the new year resolutions.