Order

Finally finding some order in my life, thanks to some pretty cool people. I still haven't found a job yet, but I'm trying not to stress about it; or really anything in life. Stress is what kind of destroyed me last year. I really don't want to get back to that. Last year was pretty awful for the most part. I'm trying to be better about stuff this year. Saving money and not partying as much. Think both of those will help a lot. I just finally getting my personal life back in order, hopefully I don't screw it up! I'm super happy how things are happening and hopefully they continue to get better. I've realized that I am my own worst enemy and at the same time my biggest fan. I'm the only person that can truely screw myself over.

Translation

Google translate makes me very happy. haha. Super helpful. Ahh I got the most amazing messenger bag today. Has UFO's beaming up cows in the inside. So rad. I finally starting to think about what I really want to do with my life and how to achieve it. First I really want to write a childrens book and I really want to starting writing. I also am going to start trying to figure out how to get a business grant to open a clothing store/bar! Life seems like it's about to start falling into place. I've just got to find a job! I've been really happy lately. I'm happy about that. Jenny found two cats a couple days ago and after trying to find their home, we've decided to keep them Meet Sailor and Linux. So cute and super crazy. They are getting along with the dogs after a couple days of not really liking them. All of them are sleeping on my bed right now. So damn cute. I've been thinking about going back to school and getting my associates degree in something. I'm not sure though; we'll see. I think I'm going to start writing stuff and sending it to newspapers or something like that. I'm really interested in writing about music or fashion. Both would be amazing.

Sicky Icky

So I've had allergies the past couple days or maybe a cold. Idk. I'm finally starting to kind of clear up. Yayy. I have yet to find a job and am starting to kind of worry. I'm running low on money and becoming increasingly more and more bored each day. I've got to find something; anything. I'm starting to date a little bit again, but I miss him terribly; which doesn't help. I know eventually I'll get over it, but this one really killed me. Gosh damn him; if I ever see him again, I'd love to give him a piece of my mind and my fist in his face. If I can find a fairly well paying job I see myself being really happy with my life. Jenny and I took in two stray cats. Oh my gosh are they so damn cute. I've started having a weakness for cats. Crap. Hopefully we can find their owners or a good home soon. I've got a new appreciation for knee high socks. Love them.