ME, MYSELF, AND I

I've slowly but surely learning that I've only got myself in this world. Yeah I have friends and family, but in the end they could betray me. I see nothing wrong with having the idea of only looking out for yourself. I don't think it's selfish. I've always put others feelings before mine and I'm done. I've got a proclamation to myself. I've got to do me. I need to cut the drama out of my life, which is always easier said then done. Me, Myself, and I, that's all I've got in the end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4S37SGxZSMc

Quote to Live By.

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Fishing

I want to go fishing!! Last night Jenny and I had our house warming party. It went really well. I think everyone had fun. Cleaning up wasn't bad either. I'm trying to start eating better and exercising, so I'm going to the trail today. I really need to get a bike so that I can start riding again and get in better shape! I've been super tired lately, ready for October and my week off of work. Here I come California. I'm pretty damn excited about the road trip with Tiffany and Jen. I got my Easter dress yesterday. Yeah yeah I know I'm cool, I buy an Easter dress months and months in advance! I need to be productive.

Blahh...

Let's see..... I got Charlotte fixed, finally don't have to worry about her. My manager took me off the sales floor and now I'm the Techs assistant. It's okay, nice not to have to worry about sales anymore. I'm loving the new place, Jenny is a super easy roommate. Tonight I'm going to go hear some open mic night blues at Antonies with my sister Amber. I very rarely get to hang out with my sisters, so I'm excited about any chance I get. Wish Erica could come. The dating life sucks as usual. I swear boy's like me for a week, then bam they run away from me like I'm the plague. I know it's not me, I'm amazing! :) Whatever I've got myself to worry about. I'm going to force myself to start saving money. ha. I also really want to start painting/charcoal again. It really relaxes me. I need to release some stress right now.

Charlotte

Damn it, Charlotte may be pregnant. We are solving that by getting her a smushmortion. I'm not happy about it, but I don't want to deal with puppies. She would be a horrible mother as well! I got a new bed today. It's been a couple years since I've had a good nights sleep, because of my sucky ass bed. It was falling apart, so I finally gave in and bought a new one. It better be worth the $200 for it and make my back stop hurting. I have still yet to unpack all of my crap. Oh well. Oh and boys suck. Why must they all give you a run around, then be sweet. Fuck them. I don't need em'.

Geeze I'm bad at this

I always say that I need to remember to write everyday, well that obviously isn't happening, but this time I'm really going to try to write everyday or at least a couple times a week. So lets see, what's new Emily? Hmmm....

My coworker and I had planed on moving to Portland in August, but she decided not to, and I didn't want to move up there by myself, so now we are getting a town house off of South Lamar together. Should move in this week. Really excited. I'm in love with myself, so the whole dating thing hasn't been working out so well. I'm just to selfish. I personally see nothing wrong with being picky. You know what I'm okay with growing old alone, I'll have some land and live on it with my hundreds of dachshunds. I'd honestly be content with that. Sasha and Charlotte are doing well, I'm pretty sure they are excited for the move. I went skydiving a couple weeks ago. It was such an amazing experience. Going up in the plane as well as jumping was the most relaxed I've ever been. It was so calming. An experience that is hard to explain.

"Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway."

New Stuff!

Finally getting a chance to update this little thing. I finally got a new job. Yayy. I now work at Discount Electronics. Who would hire me for a computer store, idk. I'm doing pretty well actually. Learning quickly and taking it all in. We get pretty busy, but my boss is really proud of me. Which is a nice change from being yelled at every day. I work with some pretty cool people. Two girls, one who is pretty awesome. We will be friends!! AHHHHH I also got my tattoo. Finally. I'm so excited about it. It looks so awesome. Eliza also got two tattoos, which look so baller.